[Living the best i can]*

Sunday, September 20, 2009

[[selamat hari raya]]

SELAMAT HARI RAYA...

heess...
tomorow no more fast no more diet only food food foood and more foood......
hahha
wow im so excited...
i cant even sleep. hahha
ok than better try to get some rest..
peace out.

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|2:06 AM|

Friday, September 11, 2009

[[]]

im finally updating..
i donno what to update.
so here it goes.
ramadhan is comming to an end.
which bring tears to my eyes.
i will miss u till we meet next year.

many things will start to happen starting from next week..
hehe
next tuesday im turning 16
next sunday might be hari raya
next next monday will be my sis birthday.
wohooo.
celebration marathon hahha

as for hari raya this year..
i will do as follows...
1) ask for forgiveness from mami and dadi
2) go to kubur see both atok.. *misses*
3) go relatives house collect $$$$$
4) watch great movies.
5) celebrate sis b'dae on second day of hari raya
6) maybe study.

the colour theme for this year is from whote to light soft orange
type of pattern will be kebaya or kebaya modern.

this year will be the saddest and most beautiful one for me.
goodbye ramadhan hello syawal

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|3:27 PM|

Sunday, August 23, 2009

[[stress!!!!!!!!]]

hi as most of u should know tomorrow is ss and english..
i haven even touch my ss and geo is on Tuesday ryte after ss.
haiz.
nothing is going into my brain. but i still could not give up..
humanities is my ony hope.
dnt is my only hope too.
must get distinction..
dont care..
must!!!
ok i will try my best to study ss..
wish myself lots of good luck. cause i got a feeling i will fail tomorrow test.
i will not disappoint myself anymore.
i know i can do better than this.
no more excuses.
no more nonsense
study. until my brain explode!

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|4:15 PM|

Thursday, August 13, 2009

[[sick again!]]

hi hi..
today I'm sick again
didn't wanna go for practical but than later I'll get a big fat 0
but when i went for practical..
my head was spinning round and round.
i felt like vomiting.
my stomach hurts.
like something is burning or kicking my stomach..
donno why.
practical sucks.
but hey look on the bright side i wont get a zero.
hahah.
so ya going to tuition later..
hahah
will see someone so kawaii.
haha
okay i better go do some revision on maths.

btw..
check this out!

hahha ya its me.

i am forced to wear a mask. eventhough im at home.

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|2:04 PM|

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

[[maybe im fit to be a secretary after all]]

are u sick of getting scolded by teachers??
for not doing and forgetting to bring your homework???
never fear cause I'm here..
hahah
u can just ask me to remind u what u need to bring or do for today..
an affordable price of $ 2.00 per reminder..
so if u are interested please see me personally in class and ill make the necessary arrangement for u..

to Lisa: STOP PLAYING THE COMPUTER!! DO YOUR JOURNAL... HOW MANY MORE DAYS LEFT??? STOP WASTING TIME!!! I WILL NOT STOP CALLING U UNLESS U SAY U HAVE DONE UR JOURNAL.. IS THAT UNDERSTOOD???

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|5:50 PM|

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

[[happy insulting me??]]

today was ok..
there was a maths test.
it would be easy if everyone kept quiet and myob.
but that will never happend.
sigh*
and..
the worst thing is i cried.

just because someone say someone is better than me.
i agree!
nobody perfect!
so whats your problem??
next time don not ask me anything.
than no one will get hurt..

yes i am sensitive!!
so what that is the real me!
maybe its okay for u to go around scolding vulguar to people.
but not to me.
yes it was fun before.
but jokes and saying vulguar has it's limit too.
thats it!
u had cross the line.

i need a break too.

things just seem to be not ryte.
all i want is a lil respect

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|5:38 PM|

Friday, July 31, 2009

[[weird+happy= great day]]

when i woke up this morning
"its a bad day! I'm so freaking tired"
i was almost late. i sprained my neck.
that sucks a lot. it was terrible.
i was day dreaming again in class.
i am willing to work hard for my maths.
but i don understand my maths teacher.
why does she have to ignore the guys in the class.
ya they maybe childish and stuff.
but their parents pay school fees
for them to learn and study in school.
i mean it would be a waste of money ryte if they just
stay out of the class just cause they have not finish their correction.
copy ten times if u fail???
nonsense.
every student have their own study pattern
maybe its working for her but not for them..
copying is not our thing.

anyway back to my life.
it was fun today all thanks to 2 very interesting people.
hehes. introducing LISA n DARIKA.(applause)
we created a show called the
LISA AND NAJAH SHOW..
AND OUR DIRECTOR DARIKA.
hahaha.
it was insane.
we went interviewing darika about her idea of dream guy.
the host that is me and lisa was like very bimbos.
i mean seriously.
we kept on irritate darika by saying the tittle sequence.
hahah
fun crazy life.
went bbt after that.
wait before that..

can u believe it??
i was "SABO" by the irritating duo.
well i had my revenge on them.
i wont admit defeat that easily.
hahha hard headed.

after the bbt..
we all went our separate ways..
life was interesting for me today..

cherish the moments in your life.
u only live once.
live to the fullest.
happy happy life.

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|7:16 PM|